I'd like to know how and who I stabbed in the back...I can't think of any instances.
I left because I didn't like the way things were going...if you could call them going...Psy and Ass had already decided on creating Compl3x SFH before I knew they were even technically gone...so the whole thing about Psy leaving and taking Ass and myself is bogus, because if you'll remember, I left before they did, of my own will.
They offered me a leadership role in SFH because A) we're all pretty decent friends, Justin and I especially, and B) Ass and I started SFH in the first place...good reasons if you ask me.
Also, the only person I have any sort of animosity towards in all of BLS is Pantera. I haven't deleted ANYONE from my list, and would like to add all to my COMPL3X list. Pantera removed me, for obvious reasons, and I don't have a problem with that.
The only person I was an ass to was Pantera because he couldn't handle any of the things I said about his "leadership". He was an ass right back, thus causing all of this Drama...
BLS sounded better than DRW, which at the time, was my only true clan, aside from the fledgling SFH which got assimilated into DRW, excluding Delphar. Now that I've spent a little more than a year in a couple of different clans, I decided I'd accept Psy's offer to lead COMPL3X SFH. I think I could contribute quite a bit to a clan as a leader, because I know what I like and dislike, what works and doesn't work from a leadership standpoint.
The main problem with BLS, from my viewpoint, was the fact that, for the longest time, Pantera was the only one of the 4 Generals who did...anything really. Psy did minor stuff here and there, Zilla has a kid and has been playing Halo on XBC, and Ghost doesn't really even seem to want to be a general...There were no checks and balances. What Pantera said was law, essentially, because he was the only one doing any type of commanding.
So, I have come up with an idea for Compl3x that corrects that problem, for the most part. Obviously, once we get a decent number of members, we'll see how it goes, and tweak it from there.
Basically, I don't have a problem with BLS, until it gets to the point where BLS = Pantera...
I'm not trying to start any fights, flame wars, or anything like that, I am just trying to explain my reasoning for all that's happened, since people seem to keep assuming...and we all know what that leads to.
I hope BLS can overcome what I see as problems, and grow into a powerhouse of its own...but be careful...it would not be good to follow DRW's footsteps...after all...they're gone now...
And Car, I do like the new forums...
P.S. : Sorry for one of my books, but I'm going to start speaking my mind a bit more...and it's been a while